those nights

I sit alone just as I used to. I look at moon and think about being. I think of past, but not too much, as it has passed. It's only future that gets me slightly worried. Regardless of my plans, things will happen as they will, and it's a mystery what is yet to come=

August 29 2025

August 28 2025

Don't Talk To Me

As I could hurt you with my thought. I might make you Do the deed. The one eventually you will regret. Yet if somehow you feel rewarded. You gonna get Eternal prize. As I am sticking to my course.

Interactions with people: 5

Drinks: Jim Beam "Peach", Beer "Lime", Coca-Cola, Tea, Water

Game of the month: Home Safety Hotline

Movie of the month: Ju-on: Black Ghost

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August 26 2026

As I've Never Existed

It's said that there's not much value in something timeless. As every second counts when you have only an instant of it. They should know better - it's all sweet lies. When it's gone, there's no returning. Even the thought won't bring it back. So what was the point of someone who is no longer real?

The flesh, the blood, the mind - all give and take. It seems so cruel, just like a joke, to show the beauty... life... before making them watch it being taken away.

There is a chance: eventually the other doors will open, they overcome their fear and what used to be not real will come to life again.

Drinks: Malibu x2, Limoncino, Advocat, Jim Beam, Beer x9, Tea, Water

Game of the month: House of Velez

Movie of the month: Obsession